Love..?

Honestly, I don't know what to do. My boyfriend is so ignorant of whats going on, he acts like everything is ok. It's almost as if he doesn't even care about me anymore. He never texts me, he lies to either me or my friends(I don't know if it's me or my friends that he is lying to now), and all he ever does now with me is try to make out with me. I mean, we JUST got out of a week long fight. He also had just lied to me last week about something and now he is trying to act like there's no reason that I don't trust him. I wish instead of being all sad and pout about it he would do whatever he could to fix it, like not tell me that it hurts when I ask if he's lying, but instead never lie again and let me regain his trust through his truths. I wish that instead of being all depressed when I try to talk about some issues I have with our relationship he would listen to me and fix things. I wish that I didn't have to worry about having to say whether or not I feel like we are doing well because he either fix things immediately when he figures out what's wrong or he does everything he can to keep the smile on my face.

I'm sorry.

I'll stop.

I just don't know what to do about all of this:(

Have a great day, everyone.

~Chan Black

P.S-I know this really isn't that important to you, love, but if you actually found the time to pay attention to me enough to check this blog, then here's a little something you may want to know about me if you really want to keep me as your girlfriend forever:

If you care about me, you would scrape up whatever money you had just to buy me a little something when I'm down. If you loved me, you would ask me what is wrong with our relationship without being all depressed and fix it. If you thought I was worth it, you would text me everyday and when I told you I'm worried about our relationship you would come running to fix the problems. If you wanted to keep me, you would do whatever you could to make my parents and your parents happy without relationship while keeping me happy with it too. You would find a way. Because nothing can stop love, right?