Drama. Drama drama drama. I hate it. Yet, I can never seem to avoid it.
I'm in allot of pain right now. Everyday my boyfriend and I either have trouble or he's depressed and won't talk to me. And it hurts. Bad. He never what's anything with me. As if that's not the worst, Everytime he gets depressed, he doesn't talk to me. I don't know what to do about it. Recently, he has even been turning off the WiFi on his phone and it's making me feel truly alone. Like no one loves me. Or cares. I mean, I have the right to feel that way. I feel it Everytime he doesn't share things with me, whenever he doesn't stop his video games while we are on FaceTime (or starts them), whenever he doesn't answer me, anything. It sucks. And then he gets mad at me for getting depressed and cutting myself. I mean, c'mon!!!
If there is anything that could kill this relationship, it's the way he is treating me right now. I feel like he has pushed me into the corner to curl up and cry alone.
I hate my life.
Bye guys.
~Chan Black
you are still my only love. you first even if you aren't here. at least let me explain... but without something, i won't ever forget you. it hurts. i can't explain how much. maybe this is what you want? for me to suffer? do you just want a fresh start? but then there wasn't anything wrong with me.
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